I know how you feel. I am bicurious myself; only discovered that I like cock few years ago. It took a while to decide to go for a hook up to finally find out how it is like. After that it appeared very hard to even find someone close enough who was willing to help out a bicurious guy like me. Most of them are looking for fuck and suck etc..I also read up a lot about STD's; that made me decide that I would never go any further than mutual hand jobs. So my advice: stay sober and keep control over the situation ! Don't let your own urges or the other guy **** you to go beyond what is safe ! Apart from that, it really is awesome to touch and play with another cock/balls, and a real turn on when a guy touches your cock and rubs your balls   

 I still jack off on the memory of my first (and so far only) bi experience, now  almost a year ago 
