Whwn I realized that I was likely going to end up with a female jerk buddy afer I mixed it up with David and Terri, I was thrilled. I had only had a very few male jerk buddies and had rarely evver had an opportunity to stroke off in front of a girl. To have somebody actually seek me out to have a one-on-one encounter was hard to imagine. I jerked off more than a few times trying to imagine what it would be like if and when it happened. It was about two weeks after my couple encounter when things came together.

I was sitting at home one night when I heard a car in the driveway. I was hoping it might be one of my friends who was holding....I really wanted to have a treat but didn't have anything myself, so it would have been perfect to have somebody come by to "frost me up". When I looked out the window I was thunderstruck to see that it was Terri....by herself. I was grateful that I'd just finished shaving and showering and was at my best. When I opened the door, she immediately came in and asked if I was alone. I said yes, and she turned around and locked the door. I intended to take her into the living room, thinking I'd roll us a joint to smooth the way for whatever would be likely to happen. But, before we got to the living room, she said why don't we go in here waving her hand toward my bedroom. I said "sure, just give me a second to grab my smoke and rolling papers". I quickly scopped up my bag, papers and a roachclip and headed into the bedroom. Generally at my place, if there were good drugs in play, it happened in the bedroom (more isolated and out of sight of any windows for privacy). I went to the dresser to roll a doobie, thinking that if anything was going to happen as far as playtime, at least we'd be able to smoke up and be high. What I wasn't expecting wasfor terri to walk over to the dresser beside me and toss two eight-balls down, asking "Have you got your implements?" I knew what she was asking was if I had my paraphernalia for doing coke available.....I had a 12"x12" piece of green marble that I normally chopped on, a straw, and a box of new blades. I smiled, said I did, and reached down to slide the stuff out from where it had been slid under the dresser.

This was working out way better than my expectations. As I continued cutting up buds to roll up, Terri opened the eight-ball, spilled out several rocks, and began chopping up some impressively fat lines of coke. I always found the saying was true - Things do go better with coke - and if I'd had any questions in my mind about what was likely to happen, I was pretty sure this was going to be a fun night. I could feel my cock swelling in my pants just thinking about it, and as we chatted, she made a joke about it and briefly dropped her hand and rubbed her fingertips against my bulge. She suggested that we probably should start by getting tuned up with some lines and then have a toke to smooth out the jagged edges. I agreed wholeheartedly and passed her the straw to go first. We each did a monstrously long, fat line, and I was impressed when I realized just what fine quality it was. We ended up lying side-by-side on my waterbed with our backs propped against the headboard and I sparked a joint that we passed back and forth. I was really high and smoking that first joint just made a good thing better.

One of the things I'd discovered about David and Terri was that they both were really verbal......They like talking about sex as a preliminary and even while things were getting physical. We talked about what had happened the first time we were together, and Terri mentioned that the night they'd come over and she'd suggested I suck David's cock while she watched, it had really turned her on. I gathered that she'd never actually seen activity between two guys......That when they'd had a threesome, if it was another guy with them, it had always been the guys interacting with Terri, either one or two at a time, but not with each other. I think I was the first guy who'd openly talked about doing things with another guy, which was one of the reasons that they'd decided that I'd be a good playmate for them as a couple. I did know that Terri was bi and when she and David played with an extra girl, that Terri and the other lady had gotten up and close and personal with each other....Everything from kissing to licking each other's cunt. I was enthralled listening to this. My cock was absolutely throbbing and I deliberately didn't hide the fact that I was rubbing myself through my pants. I could see that she was squirming a bit too, reacting to our conversation, and then she suggested I should take my cock out. I felt slightly embarassed, partly because I was going to get naked while she was still dressed, and I was self-conscious about the fact that I had a normal cock that was just slightly over six inches and I knew from previous experience that David had a gorgeous thick cock that probably was close to ten inches.

Before I had a chance to react to what she'd said, she suggested that we'd probably be better if we did another line. I was really happy with that - I liked being able to take a few moments to get my head ready to take my clothes off in front of her, and I knew we'd both become less inhibited as we snorted more treats. Terri stood at the dresser chopping more lines while I quickly twisted up another smoke for us. II was done before she was, and I stood back and unbuttoned my shirt, pulled off my socks and started taking off my jeans. She snorted a big line, and passed me the straw. I took it, hoovered up a long thick line, and we headed back to the bed. Before I laid down, I slipped off my jeans. As I stretched out on my side pf the waterbed, I realized that my erection had cleared the waistband of my underwear and the visible glans sticking up was already starting to glisten with precum. Terri lit the second joint that I'd rolled, took a deep hit and passed it to me. I took the doobie, started to take a pull on it, and I felt her reach down and slide my underwear down. It was an incredible feeling....Really liberating, and the fact that she'd taken the initiative to finish undressing me made it easy.I contracted my muscles, which made my cock stand up off my belly and she giggled. I was about to hand her the joint when I saw her casually reach over, scoop a big blob of precum off the head of my cock, and then lick her fingers. She took the joint and took a toke. Seeing the look on my face, she teasingly said "Did you like that?" and I nodded, not sure what to say. She took another quick pull on the joint, passed it back to me, and reached down to unbutton her jeans. She immediately pushed them down, ran her fingers through her slit and reached over, smearing her juices over the whole lower half of my face. I was stunned, and really surprised just how wet I was from her fingers. I knew she must have been positively swampy to have gotten my face so wet from her fingers.

She dragged the dry end of the doobie through her slit, and handed it back to me. "Here", she said, "Suck on this for a minutes". She got up, walked to the foot of the bed, and finished kicking off her jeans and panties, and smiled at me as she stripped off her top and sports bra. I was in my glory......Naked with a hard-on, lying on my waterbed smoking a joint, and watching this pretty girl strip for me. Terri wasn't petite, but she was beautifully proportioned and voluptuous with fairly large breasts capped with long very pink nipples. She was mostly shaved below with just an artsy landing strip running down to her clit, which was prominent and visible protruding from her slit and generous lips. I continued smoking the doobie, loving the taste of her cunt on the wetted end, and watched as she cut more lines. "C'mere" she said, beckoning me to get up and move over to the dresser. She took two dainty snorts of coke, put the straw to her lips, and hoovered the rest of her line down her throat. She handed me the straw and said "You try it". I did, and was startled at the intense blast I got from doing it down my throat. She said, lets lie down again, which suited me fine....I was so zooed from that throat blast that it wasn't particularly easy to stay standing. I moved over to lie down, and as I did, I noticed her picking up a pair of cigarettes out of a package, and mashing the end of each into a pile of chopped coke. She carefully tipped both of the cigarettes up so the loaded tip kept all the coke in place. She walked to my side of the bed, asked me for the lighter and carefully handed me a cocoa-puff smoke. She took the lighter, instructed me to lay back and light the cigarette. I did as she instructed, and it was wild......I almost felt like blacking out, but just got dizzy. She did the same thing, standing on my side of the bed, tilting her head back and lighting the loaded cigarette. She tossed the light down toward me, and slowly walked around the bed, rolling onto her side.

We laid there not moving....completely still except the hands smoking the cigarettes. and she reached over and held my hand. Tell me something special, she said.....Tell me how you learned to jerk off. I knew she liked to talk and I felt completely sure I could say anything, so I told her. I went into real detail and explained about my best friend showing me how to jack off and how when he finished, he could produce a bit of what he called "chiz". I hadn't done anything in front of him that day after school because we knew the school bus that took us home would be there soon. But, as soon as I got home, I'd locked myself in the bathroom and done it. I only lasted a few minutes before I realized something momentous was starting to happen. I was sitting on the toilet at the time, and I told her about the feeling I was going to faint and the wonderful spasms I felt in my cock. I didn't actually shoot any cum that day....It took a few months before that started, but I loved doing it and did it at least two or three times a day anyway. Terri asked me lots of questions though.......What I thought about when I did it, who I had done it with, if I'd ever got caught, when did I start creaming when I cummed, and a lot of other stuff. She was the only one I told for years about a situation a couple of years after I started when I was blackmailed by two older teenage girls. They threatened to tell my mother something I'd said about their tits (which would have been a disaster) unless I did what they wanted. They forced me to masturbate while they watched, which was a simultaneous nightmare at the time and one of my most intense jerk-off fantasies afterwards for years.

By the time I'd talked about this stuff, I could see her with her fingers strumming her clitoris. She was so wet that she was making an incredible amount of noise as she fingered her cunt. I remember thinking that when I'd started to produce cum when I whacked off, I loved how grown up it made me feel (and I absolutely loved the taste of it) but I was really frustrated because it was so hard to be quiet and not make jerking noises that would have exposed my secret activities to my mother and maybe even my sister. So, over the years, I'd gotten so I tended to think it wasn't good to make noise jerking off, but I was absolutely loving the really loud squelching noises she made fingering her cunt. I told her about that too - She laughed and said she was glad it turned me on. I started jerking my cock too at that point, and the room was full of the sound of wet, sticky masturbation. I remember making sure she saw me jerking till my cock made my hand wet with precum, and then her seeing me licking my hand because it tasted so good. She was licking her fingers too, and there was point when both of us scooped up our own juices and we licked each other's fingers. I loved that. Teri tasted so good.

She got up again, and started cutting lines. She asked me to cut up some more buds for another joint, so there we were, side-by-side standing naked at the dresser, getting drugs ready. When I was ready to roll the joint,she sprinkled it heavily with coke, and then I twisted it up. She handed me the straw to go first, and I snorted what seemed to be the biggest lines she'd made so far. Then, she snorted, and we padded barefoot out to the kitchen because we both wanted a drink of water. We headed back to the bedroom, and laid back down. She urged me to keep talking, and of course, being really fried and stoned, I was happy to tell her anything. She asked me about the fact that I liked to taste my cum. I acknowledged that, and then she asked me if I'd ever tasted it directly. I told her that I'd thought about it, but the first time I tried to put my mouth on my cock, I was disappointed that I could get close, but couldn't quite reach. I talked to her about the only time I ever could be sure I had the privacy, when I had a bath and could lock the door without suspicion, I kept trying to do it. I had tried sideways in the bathtub where I could wedge by head and shoulders down on one side, throw my legs over my head and try to get that extra couple of inches. It wasn't successful I didn't stop trying. I was loving talking to Terry about this because she seemed to really want to know, so I jerked my cock and kept talking. I told her that in the family home, which was an older house, the bathroom sink was suspended from the wall, and as part of my sucking science experiments, I'd discovered that I could wedge myself underneath the sink and use my legs to push things further than just gravity would allow. The first time I tried it, it was areal strain, but I ultimately got close enough that I could poke my tongue out and lick the head of my glans, right at the urethra, and my frenulum. I couldn't do it for too long, but I was really excited that I'd actually licked my own cock.

Terri picked up that coke-laced joint and lit it and we laid there passing it back and forth. I told her that I'd told myself that no matter what else ever happened, I would always know that I'd licked my own cock, plus, although I'd always assumed it would be somebody else, probably a girl, that licked my cock for me, I did it for myself. Every time I took a bath, I practiced trying to suck my own cock. It was slow progress and sometimes it worked better than others, but over time I'd gotten to put my whole glans between my lips and lick the whole head of my cock. Regardless of how well the self-sucking session went, I always made sure I got to taste my cum. By this time, I'd been cumming long enough that I was past the small thin shots that were barely there when I started, and I could produce a respectable load and shoot six or seven big squirts of thick white cum. Thefirst time I managed to capture a whole load, I had my cock right over my mouth, about an inch away, and when I was ready to shoot, I opened my mouth wide and shot a big load, seven shots I think, into my mouth onto my tongue. I didn't swallow it right away....I held it in my mouth as long as I could, enjoying the taste. I think that might have been the first time it crossed my mind that I could suck someone else's cock and have them shoot in my mouth. From that day forward, I tried to taste my cum whenever I could. I was disappointed that I couldn't come twice in a row back-to-back without a recovery time, but I do remember cumming into the crotch of a pair of my underwear so that a little while later, I could jerk off while I sucked the cum out of the underwear. Various fantasies played out when I did that, but at least a few times, I sucked my cum out of a pair of my underwear (or sometimes even several loads of cum) and imagined it was somebody else's spunk.

Terri and I got up and grabbed a pair of cigarettes, mashing the unlit ends into a pile of coke and then lying down to carefully tip the end of the cigarette up and light to coked end. She asked and I told her that as much as I'd had fantasies about the idea of it, I hadn't got to a point of actually considering what I would do if I had a chance to suck somebody. It was several years before I was in that situation in real life and actually took a strange cock in my hand and put it in my mouth. But, I was definitely thinking about it. And, when I had an occasion where I tried to self-suck, I always had the thought flash across my mind. We had finished our cigarettes by this time and put them aside, and Terri asked me if I still did the self-suck thing. I told her very occasionally, but it was becoming more challenging as I got older, and also, it was getting easier to find other people to suck it for me, so there wasn't as much incentive. However, I told her that one thing I'd never done that I found mysef wanting to know about, was self-sucking while a girl watched. I told her than at various times, I'd imagined being watched by my mother, my sister, various girlfriends, one of my aunts, my daughter, a female doctor, several nurses and even the two teenage girls that had blackmailed me into jerking off while they watched. Sometimes it was cringy, and I knew that the excitement would be mixed up in horrible embarrassment, but there was always something about it that I really wanted.

We laid there watching each other jerk off, and she looked at me and said "Have you ever thought about doing it in front of me?" It took me about thirty seconds to answer, and I finally said "Yeah. I always hoped you'd want to see it". She laughed and said "I do. I tried to talk to David about it once - I thought since he's got a ten inch cock, he could maybe do it easier than other guys, but nope.....I thought it sort of went with being kinky, but I think he sees it as something that would look gay to women. So he won't do it. You're the first guy I've talked to that will even talk about it or admit that they've tried it. "Would you do it? I mean, will you let me watch you suck your own cock and swallow your own cum?" I didn't even try to think about yes or no....I knew I'd never get another invitation like that, so I said yeah, I will. When do you want me to do it?" She looked me and said "I want it today....I'm not going to take any chances on you changing your mind". I smiled and nodded. "First though, she said, I want us to do some major lines. I want both of us to be so wired when this happens" I smiled, and said "Okay......I can't believe this is really going to happen".

We got off the bed, and went to the dresser. I rolled a joint, and then stood smoking a cigarette while I watch her chopping a big mount of coke. My cock which had been flagging a bit over time was back standing at attention. I couldn't help myself, without intending to, every time I thought ahead to it, my cock muscles clenched and I began to feel an unusual tension running between my cock, through my ballsack and perineum to my ass. Terri hoovered a big line and passed me the straw. I snorted a gargantuan line and started to put the straw down. She stopped me and said again......"Your nose and then your throat". I snorted again, a big one in each nostril, and then a big one down my throat. I felt that same wild rush I'd felt before as I stood there and watched her do the same. She got me to lie down toward the middle of the bed with my head toward the foot-board of the bed, about half way up the length. She got on the bed,kneeling forward between me and the foot-board, and then she said"I want you to put your feet up almost as if you're going to thrown your feet over your head. It was awkward....Have you ever tried to get leverage on a free-flow waterbed?........but, I managed to get feet up high enough that she reached forward, grabbed them, and pulled them toward her. Without really intending to, I realized that she'd pulled my feet closer to her than my head. I could see enough of her to know that she'd created a scenario where my crotch was much closer to my face than I would have expected to be possible. I could feel her hands pressing against the back of my thighs bringing me closer still, and I heard her say"You must be close".

It was a it tough to talk but I managed to say it was really close. She mused "Maybe if your head won't get any closer, we need to make your cock longer." I had no response to that so I said nothing, but I suddenly felt a really unusual sensation. It took a minutes to realize but it finally dawned on me that she'd leaned forward and was licking the underside of my sack. I'd never felt that before, and quite honestly, I loved it....I couldn't believe I'd gone my whole life and had never had anybody do that to me. And, it was true, what she'd said - I could feel my hard-on stretching further than it had gone in years. I could use my tongue to lick my glans and I could feel the beginnings of precum oozing out of it. I couldn't talk....My tongue was way too busy to talk...But I moaned and I'm sure she knew she was doing the right things. He tongue which had been alternately softly licking the back and the sides of my ballsack suddenly moved down. I could feel her tongue caressing my perineum - long very warm tongue strokes from the sides of my balls down into grooves on either side of my perineum, and then from the middle of my balls straight down that long proud muscle of perineum, and then....oh my god.......she's licking my ass. Her tongue deftly tickled the rim of my ass, all around, side to side, vibrating the tip of her tongue into my crack. It was hard to know what to pay attention to, but I realized that I had my whole glans in my mouth and my tongue was skirting my cockhead and for the first time, I was truly sucking my own cock.

I'd been so preoccupied with what was happening to my dick that I hadn't used my hands at all, but I was so overwhelmed with the erotic sensuality of being rimmed that I slid my hands and arms over my head between her legs and then reached up. One hand went to her clitoris and the other teased her asshole. I tickled her raspberry and gently slid the tips of those fingers into the sensitive inner warmth of her bum hole. She was definitely reacting to it. I suddenly felt her mouth moving away from my ass and momentarily felt a flash of disappointment until I was suddenly shocked to feel her put fingers (was it two or three?) in my butt and begin caressing my prostate. My cock seemed to suddenly find an inch I wasn't sure I'd ever felt before, and I was aware of an unexpected taste coming from my urethra. I'd seen porn videos that showed guys unexpectedly begin to seep a liquid steadily from their cocks that seemed to be something between precum and spunk......Not so much pumping and clenching right away, as a dramatic release of fluid. The first time I'd seen a video of it, I almost though the guy was pissing, but I eventually realized it was real prostate cream. I started tasting it and was astounded ......It tasted so good!....and there was so much of it! I had lost any sense of the strain reaching my cock and had about half of it in my mouth. Terri's fingers played my prostate like a Stradivarius and my prostate felt almost like it was turning itself inside out. As that feeling began to diminish, I could feel a more conventional orgasm starting. There was a real sense of heat deep inside me, and I could feel my ass muscles clenching really hard, as a series of rhythmic contractions wracked me. It almost felt like time stood still it went on so long. I wasn't cognizant enough to be able to count how many clenches there were, but I normally feel about seven significant ones....This felt like there might have been twice as many, and as the last major contraction began, I suddenly felt the muscle that runs from my prostate and ass to the tip of my cock suddenly clench...hard.....and almost not let go. This was a lot like a charley-horse, only instead of a leg cramp, t was like my whole sexual being climaxed and turned inside out.

I was limp......Completely fucked, and she obviously knew it as she released my feet and lower legs. As she saw me move, she crawled forward straddling my face and riding my mouth with her hot horny cunt. I stuffed my tongue as far inside her cunt as I could, and almost immediately I could feel her squirting flooding my mouth with her sweet saliva-like ejaculation and the thick gooey grool from her cunt all over my face. It was a memorable experience, I think, for both of us. I loved what she did for me, and I don't think I've felt so much gratification from having a woman cum on my face. We ended up laying side by side, my hand cupping her cunt, and her hand around my cock - absolutely wrung out but still unable to release and become flaccid. She smiled at me and said next time (my heart leapt - I'm so glad there'll be a next time) she wants to watch me pissing in my mouth. I smiled and asked "So what'll you be doing for me?" She grinned and said "Whatever you like......That's why we're jerk buddies."