I am still without a dick with a condom upon it...a comdom makes me feel " safe " as the condom gets filled with the mild as he climax'es.. What I am missing...is that feeling of the condom " filling up with milk.. I can feel him cuming allot wihen a condom is hard inside me... I deeply get aroused and so wanting that moment as a guy explodes shooting cum inside me as the condom fills... what a amazing feel.. I miss that time... Dildo's do not satify me ....its just a stretching of my rectal that I use the dildo thats all.