By MikeSpect [Ignore] 21,Jul,26 18:02 Pageviews: 46
 It all started because I was just curious about what normal people looked like without their usual costumes on. By normal, I mean not porn stars or celebreties, just your average person like a neighbour or someone you would pass by on the street. After a quick search, i found this site! I was very excited to discover this world where normal people were posting nude pics of themselves and others seeming so genuinely supportive with their comments of them. For a long time, I was just browsing and did not want to post any pics of myself. Then one day, i decided to upload some pics/videos of myself to see what response i got. I was so overwhelmed by all the positive comments, wow. To be honest, i have always been shy and not very confident at all in my own body image. I also thought that i was on the "small" side so to hear others saying that I have a hot body and "big cock" made me feel really good to be honest. It was strange to me how much i liked this attention! i mean, it actually made me so hard and turned on just reading these comments. The thing is that even though the vast majority of visitors to my page and those commenting were other men, this did not bother me at all! What does this mean? Should it bother me because i am straight? does this mean i'm bi? I would struggle with this question for while...after a lot of self reflection, i realized that I am not actually sexually attracted to men at all. Of course, being on this site i'm definitely not homophobic but i just only see myself have intercourse with women. thats what i love most! BUT...i also love the feeling of cumming! LOL. My favorite thing is when i am getting my dick sucked until i cum. So although i can for sure say definitively that i don't want a dick in my anus or put my dick in another man's anus, for some strange reason, i would have no problem having my dick sucked by a guy! This thought is so strange to me. I just can't explain why. I also wonder what another cock actually feels like so would fantasize about touching and feeling another guys dick. This also leads me to think what it would feel like to suck on a dick too! So confusing and conflicting right? I don't want to make out with, fuck or be fucked by another man but i would be ok with touching him all over, feeling his hard dick in my hand and maybe even putting it in my mouth and then have him suck my dick until i cum in his mouth!?!? Makes no sense, i know but now i've accepted this. I know what you're wondering and the answer is no, i have not acted out on these desires with another guy. I think this will just be a deep dark fantasy of mine and that's what it will remain. Having a site like this one to expose this side of me and kinda live out my fantasy in a way is nice so i guess that's why i'm here. Cheers and thanks for visiting. |
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I too am not attracted to guys. The things that attract me to women, their face, voice, minds and attitudes, and well ...their entire bodies don't do anything for me if they were a guy. I am straight. I don't dream of spending time with them, I don't lust after them, get a crush on them, or anything like that, but I do all those and more with women.
I can't help imagining sex with every woman I see. I never do that with a man.
But still, I can and do appreciate a good blow job, and I found that on average, another male is noticeably better at the job. I still immensely enjoy a BJ from a woman though, but in a different, loving way where with a man it's something I can count on having him complete the job.
That may be the important difference. I like getting a blowjob from any sex for real, not just in a fantasy.
Another thing, like many other men - perhaps the majority of men that are not repulsed by man-man sex - I do also enjoy sucking a man's penis. Like many others I can't explain why, but I do still crave the act. I'm not confused by this really, I just accept it for what is human and natural.
Like you though, the thought of anal sex doesn't appeal to me at all, whether I'm the anus side of things or the dick, tongue, finger, fist, or whatever. Just simply no. Not for me.
I'm not going to pretend to tell you what you should do, but I have to say that today I am very happy that I took the leap and did have all the oral sex I've been lucky to get with men. For many years I didn't. The feeling of getting a BJ to completion is absolute heaven, especially when I get to cum on or in him (or her).
Likewise, if I am the one doing the sucking, I get a whole lot of pleasure from it. The different sizes, shapes, and the warm, sticky cum is a reward all by itself wherever it lands. Like many other men, the more cocks I suck the more I crave more cocks. It's addictive.
So only you can decide if and when you make your desires real or not. But for me I'm glad I did. And part of that enjoyment is being absolutely ok with myself for liking male-male oral sex. It's a natural part of human life, and we must reject that horrible programming that has been pounded into our brains since birth to make us think it's wrong. It really isn't. In fact I believe it's more mentally healthy than having all those inhibitions.
I do enjoy a hand job from a woman better than a guy. Womeh have nicer hands. softer, gentler. But if a guy wants to play with my cock, I am always up for it.
Cocks are just sexual. Who you like establishes prefference. I generally am attracted to women, but don't know why, But if a guy wants to play with my cock, that is ok.
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