 I have been reading g about first times. It seems a lot of guys got molested as teens. I know I came close, but did it with guys my own age.
I wonder if I had allowed the older guy to fuck me if I might have liked it enough to be fully gay? I think I’d always love girls and pussy. |
It was weird. All she wanted was to have my hand covering it. She had found an old mattress and she had me crawl under it with her out back behind the migrant worker shacks at the farm where my dad worked at the time. She was the oldest daughter of some of the pickers my dad knew and we would spend a lot of time there during the summer because my parents were friends with them.
She would jam my hand down her the front of her shorts and inside her panties and then we would just lay there on our backs under that old mattress like that, not moving. If I tried to explore, she would stop me.
I thought it was weird, even at that young age. I know it’s not the same as an actual molestation, which I believe is very harmful to a child, but it was still not right.
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