I think many friends here ask me why I haven't been on very recently. I want to just say that recently my friend introduced me to a new boy, he is 33 years old so about 5 years older than me (maybe shouldn't call him boy ). I think he is interested in me, and maybe I also a bit interested, but I don't know my true feelings yet because of my bad experience last time with men. But he has been very active recently and I went out with him for a few times, last night he asked if he can take me home to my place, I agree but when he asked if he can come in, I was very nervous so I made excuse that I am worry my flatmate will see him. But I think maybe I shocked him. I hope he understand. Anyways, I am thinking if it's still OK for me to have my photo here because if I become his girlfriend I maybe should take off the photos otherwise unfair to him. I don't know, so far I'm undecided.