My wife Eve and I have been playing "No Nut November" game since Oct 1st. More precisely, it is "no nut" for ME, not for her, so this is essentially a domination/submission game. I have not had an orgasm for the last 3 weeks and it's been pretty tough ("agony and ecstasy"). After about a week of abstinence I started spending more and more time on this webpage, looking for porn, posting images/videos of myself and recently of Eve. Eve does not know I'm on this webpage and that I'm posting her pictures. We both work from home from separate rooms, so she doesn't know exactly what I'm doing. At the same time I don't really have privacy to jerk off (the door to my study is unlocked so she can enter at any time). So instead of working I'm spending time obsessing about sex.

Today (Tue, Oct 21) I told Eve that I really needed SOME form of release and she agreed to let me unload as much accumulated cum as I wanted provided that I do NOT orgasm (it's "No Nut" after all).You may know from one of my videos that I'm able to leak semen without orgasming (a.k.a. "ruined orgasm" or "unfinished/partial orgasm") and Eve knows it very well. She also knows my body enough to know when to stop to make me leak but not orgasm.



Anyway, we did it today, three times in fact. I did the first release myself (Eve witnessing) since I was afraid I was going to orgasm. But I didn't. In fact, after a few cautious strokes and with my cock only semi-hard, I leaked copious amounts of gelatinous, first yellowish then white and thick fluid. It was A LOT; both Eve and I were pretty shocked. Since I felt like there was more stuff where that came from, we did it again about 10 minutes later, this time with Eve delivering the start-and-stop stroking. Eve noted that my dick quickly got to its full hardness and after a well-timed stop it oozed a few big gobs of thick white cum. She wanted to go for one more flow but given the hardness of my cock and tightness of my balls, as well as my uncertain expression, she judged it unsafe ans stopped.

However, two hours later I felt ready for another try and Eve was happy to oblige. My cock was instantly at maximum hardness and balls pulled up, ready for cumming. Eve expertly and carefully made me leak out another load, smaller than the previous two and very white.
"Much less, but I felt some contractions", she said. "I hope that was not an orgasm."
I ensured her that I did not orgasm, pointing out my still raging erection and puckered ballsack. She was impressed by how long my cock stayed rigid.

So, I "ejaculated" three times today, releasing a lot of prostate and seminal fluid, but remained horny AF. I still have our usual nightly ritual to go through, which is pleasuring Eve while withholding my own gratification. My cock gets hard when I think of it - I'm sure Eve will love it.

In the meantime I'm still surfing, looking at pictures and imagining sexy scenarios. I'm aroused by cocks, pussies, boobs, basically anything.
Some images that keep me rock hard today:

Look at the hardness and color of that cockead. That's a lot of pressure! And the tightly squeezed base makes me think it may fall off at any second!


Thick pussy lips and big, big ass. I would spank it till it's red then shove my cock between her thick labia.


Is there any hotter picture on SIO?? Rock hard cock and that wet gaping pussy ready to devour it!


Finally Eve herself - her waist to hip ratio here makes me want to explode! I'd call her "bottom heavy" but boy is it hot!

I'll see if I continue these entries as a diary of my long abstinence.

Adam