I’m married but our relationship is basically dead.i haven’t had sexiness many years. 15 to be exact. See I was a terrible person for a while when my alcohol problem was at its height. I would drink to black out and wreck shit as well as being verbally and physically abusive . So I understood why she would just want to be left alone. In October of this year I will be 7 years without a single drop of alcohol in my body. I sought help and have been able to become better. I have never physically cheated on my wife but it’s really hard for me because as you can see I am a very sexual person, always have been. So here I am praying that someone would just kidnap me and use me for their pleasure. I it’s a group, both men and women. That do whatever they want to me and to be blindfolded and never know what they will do next is making me hard as hell right now. So please if you’re in the mood lemme know, I’ll send you my daily routine.