I assume, I've Always been Bi. Growing up in the 80s, it seems anything but straight was frowned upon, and done In private, behind closed doors. Of course I dated women exclusively. But every so often, I wanted the excitement of a man's mouth. It started off, finding men who were just looking for a straight guys cock. If your Gay, you know what I mean, and eager guys were in no short supply.
Moving on, late teens turned to 20s. And by late 20s, marriage came knocking. But still. I wanted the thrill of getting blown discreetly. Now, I was only getting blown, and leaving right away. Surely, I was still totally straight just getting an head?
Fast forward to the divorce. Fuck the world, leave me alone..blah blah.
A friend of mine, openly Gay asked me to get off my ass and get out. He invited me to hang with him at a small get-together with ' his people '
Sure. My life is over. I go drink some other dudes alcohol and sit in the corner alone.
That's how it started. All of them in one room, me alone in another on the couch. Out of nowhere, this defensive linebacker HUGE ass Black dude walks in - fuckin Nude, of course. I got nothing. No clever chit chat..no eye contact. And definitely no BALLS to just walk away. He steps up in front of me. So close his toes probably touch the couch between my legs.v
When I tell you - I was a deer in the headlights. WTF is THAT?? I ALWAYS thought my 7 was big. This guy looked twice as big, and twice as thick. It was like half a tree trunk where a Dick should be. I'm just staring. As he is in no hurry to stroke almost in slow motion about 5 or 6 inches from my face. When I tell you, my first ever time seeing a black guy naked, not to mention RIGHT in my face, I was memorized. Stunned. Curious, I don't even remember the thought of leaving entering my head.
There's NO WAY this can be Real - is this what ' these people ' do together??'
Then, out of nowhere, THE one thing I had NEVER considered, happened.
This motherfucker started emptying his, unimaginable sheer volume of cum, all onto my chest. The first pump or two was total shock. And then I realized, it was more like being hit from a firehouse. Honestly. I have no clue. 5, 6 solid shots to the chest, of pure BBC Cum.
And he just walked away, leaving me in complete shock.
Days, weeks later, I could not get that out of my head. Running thousands of do overs in my head. All ending the same. ' Man Drowns from an accidental Cum Shot to the face ' Film at 11..
Of course I later asked. No one knew him . No way to contact him. But I was changed. A defining point. A before and after mark on my life. I wanna ride that ride again!
And, that's the life changing event that led me on this path of bisexuality. And all these years later... would I change anything?
Not a Fucking Chance!!