Hello my friends, I had a great time in Newcastle and I know I said I would be back as normal on this site on Wednesday. But I returned to some terribly tragic news. One of my great platonic friends committed suicide at the weekend and I am utterly devastated and upset, plus also feeling guilty that I was enjoying myself up north and completely unaware of this until I got home on Tuesday night. He gave us no indication he was about to do this, was always smiling and joking so it has come like a bolt from the blue. I am not going to go into details but I am totally in shock at the moment. Nor am I going to leave this site, I just need some time to adjust to this news. I'm sure you will understand. Take care, luv RM xxxxx