I guess compared to many of my contemporaries I began my sex life rather late. My first sexual experience came a year after I graduated from high school. I was shy with girls and I didn’t do much dating in high school. I guess I just figured that one day the right girl would come along and nature would take its course. That opportunity came a year after I started college.

I met Becky through some friends while I was on summer break. She was only 16 but in spite of her youth, more worldly that I was at 19. We did the deed in bed at a party at a friend’s house whose parents were out of town. We found an empty bedroom upstairs, locked the door and got down to it!. I think we all remember our first time. I know I do. And from that day on, through the rest of the summer of 1965, Becky was my girlfriend.

Not only my first fuck, but she also gave me my first blow job. It was a warm summer night, and we were outdoors standing behind a wall making out. I had a hardon and out of the blue I whispered, “Will you suck my cock?” She happily complied, gently moving my cock in and out of her mouth. I gathered she’d had some practice as she did it so naturally. I was thinking this is just about the coolest thing I had ever done! I was so excited that only moments after it started it came to an end. I ejaculated in her mouth. I’m not sure I anticipated this might happen and I remember apologizing profusely, somewhat embarrassed. She said it was really okay. But I could tell she was as surprised as I was.

The next day, in my bedroom while my parents were out, I wanted to return the favor and got my first closeup view of female genitals. Up until now I’d only touched them with my fingers. She had red pubic hair and lovely frilly pink labia. Although I didn’t know what I was doing, I licked her sweet pussy lips and inserted my tongue into her vagina as deep as I could; the aroma was intoxicating! From that day on I was hooked on cunnilingus. We had oral sex a lot that summer, often servicing each other in a passionate 69! I recall her once saying, “It’s only a true 69 if two guys are sucking each other”. I have no idea where she got that notion.

I think the first hint that I might be interested in guys sexually was in college. I majored in studio art and always loved it when we had nude models. The human body is really interesting and fun to draw. Female models were always entirely nude, but the male models had to wear a jock strap which hid the most interesting parts of the anatomy. Years later I taught a college drawing class, and the male nude models were not required to wear a jock strap.

By the time I was in my mid-20s I was out of college, married and beginning to start a family. In spite of having regular sex with my wife, I often read erotic literature, getting turned on and masturbating. Most of the stories centered on male/female sex. But a few stories involved sex between two guys. I found myself strangely aroused reading those stories; they gave me an erection. I started wondering how it would feel to have another guy’s cock in my own mouth.

For the next 30 years I often fantasized about handling and sucking another guy’s cock. I frequently read the personal ads in Washingtonian Magazine and eventually rented a post office box to allow me to anonymously answer ads. I never actually met up with anyone, although I came close once, only to have something occur at the last minute and made me a “no show”.

I was 53 years old when the breakthrough occurred. Thanks to the computer age, I started perusing online personals ads on a bisexual “list serve” I subscribed to. One day a post caught my attention. A man was looking for an artist willing to do a full-length nude portrait of him. His ad stated that he couldn’t afford to pay a lot, but he “gave excellent head”. Essentially, he was offering fellatio in exchange for art. I thought, “This seems like a fair exchange!”. I answered his ad. I had only recently purchased my first digital camera, so with my new camera in hand, I found myself knocking on a door in a nice residential section of Baltimore.

A nerdy looking well-dressed guy with horn rimmed glasses answered the door. He was tall, slim and looked to be a few years younger than me. After a few minutes of chit-chat, I told him I was ready whenever he was to begin taking some photos. Without further prompting, he began to strip. In an instant there was an attractive guy with an athletic swimmer’s build standing in front of me entirely nude. His cock was already fully erect as he removed his undershorts. It was magnificent and I told him so! He remarked that his skinny little body made it look bigger than it actually is. But I knew it was just his modesty talking. He had a beautiful cock! It was about 7 inches long and stood out from his slim body, pointing upwards at slightly more than 90 degrees.

I took shot after shot, most of them being frontal. I was transfixed by his beautiful penis. I took pictures from every angle until I had taken more than enough pictures to work with. When I was done, I told him that he didn’t need to suck my cock as payment. Instead, I asked him if he’d let me suck his.

I had never even touched a cock other than my own. Tentatively, I gently grasped his cock. The very idea that my fingers were wrapped around an erect penis sent a shiver up my spine! It had finally happened; I was touching another guy’s cock! It felt velvety soft, warm and yet deliciously stiff and firm! I thought, “Oh sweet Jesus, this is just so cool!”. What came next was the really amazing part.

After a few moments of delight fondling his cock and gently cupping his balls, I spontaneously got down on my knees and took his cock in my mouth. It seemed utterly natural! Although this was an entirely new experience, I instinctively knew how to suck his cock the moment it entered my mouth! I loved how it felt in my mouth, the taste, the feel. My tongue explored the underside of his glans and the opening at its tip. I sucked his cock for probably five minutes and loved every second. Finally, he said that he rarely cums when receiving fellatio. I took that as a cue, and I quit sucking. A few weeks later I sent him a finished mixed media drawing prominently featuring his sleek nude male body, his horn-rimmed glasses and most importantly his beautiful erect penis!

Over the course of the next year, through the Internet I managed to connect with about a half dozen men for oral sex. Then I met another married guy who shared my fascination with penises. Unfortunately, because he lives about 40 miles away and married, we have only managed to get together a few times a year.