I've always loved to jerk off. One could even say that I like it as much as real sex. All I have to do is satisfy myself. Selfish, yeah, a bit. My ex girlfriend, (we'll call her Tracey) was great when it came to jerking off

About three months after we started dating, I was lying on the couch with my robe and nothing else. Tracey was behind me on the other part of the sectional. I couldn't see her but she could see me. I was about 38 years old and I had NEVER masturbated to completion in front of ANYONE else. EVER.

I noticed that my robe was half open. I was going to close it but decided, instead to help it become all the way open. I left it that way for a few minutes. I started to play lightly with it, just between a couple of fingers. It started getting harder and I started rubbing my head a bit more aggressivly. I could feel my face getting red with shyness. I knew she was watching but I loved it. Harder. Soon I was stroking the entire shaft and head and it got rock hard. I did that for a few then started going full blast jerking off. I loved it. I was beat red and my face was burning but I loved it. Where's it going to go?

My water glass was almost empty and I knew I would need it any second.....here I come. I shot my big load into the glass. Fuck that felt fan freaking tastic!!! From behind me I heard "wow, that was cool". She liked it! I was amazed. I was ready for anything from anger from cumming in the water glass to acceptance. Not enjoyment. She said that she had never seen a guy jerk off in person.

Tracey wasn't a real horny person. I wanted sex more than she did. I asked her later what she thought about the whole thing. She said that she liked it. It was cool to watch and now I'm not horny. Win, win situation. OK Tracey, is it OK then if I just jerk off any time I feel like it? Yeah, sure. F R E E D O M!!

She had swallowed a few times but it was more of a favour. I would prefer to jerk off in front of her than by myself. So I did. I'd just whip it out any old time and blow my load. Wow, what a feeling. I was jerking off one night while we were watching TV and when I was about to blow my load, she got on her knees and swallowed it up. Not the doing me a favour kind of swallow but the "I want your cum now" kind of swallow. She started swallowing more and more often. She said that she liked the taste of my cum and liked to swallow it. Yes, I've died and gone to heaven.

One day she was making dinner and I was in the living room jerking off. When the time was near, I rushed into the kitchen and yelled "on your knees, here's your appitizer". Obey is what she did. Gulp. We both thought that was funny so another day, she was on the phone and when I was about to cum I surprised her again by sticking my "about to cum" cock into her face. Her choices were swallow it or wear it. She was talking to her mom and said "just a minute" and opened wide. Down it went and she went on chatting with her mom smiling at me.

She was the primary driver because her car was much nicer than mine. When ever we went out of town to see her or my parents I would jerk off in the car at least once, usually twice. If we passed a bigger vehicle that could see what I was doing, I didn't care. I loved that other people could see me. When we passed big trucks, I always looked up to see if the driver was watching. I got a few thumbs up and on one occassion, the driver sped up to watch. I told Tracey to hurry up, a distracted driver beside us in a big rig is not safe.

That's my ex girlfriend Tracey. It's been nine years since Tracey and there are days that I really miss her.