So I've been dabbling into the world of sex with men. I had never been with one til about a year ago and only because my hormones made it where I couldn't fight the curiosity off anymore. I had previously been asked by someone I wasn't particularly interested in about a creampie. I didn't know what it was till he mentioned it. I searched some porn and was intrigued. I'm on hormones so the pregnancy risk is low but still scares the hell out of me. I started doing research and came across a contraceptive that helps with pregnancy risks. I purchased some of these but didn't want to just let anyone creampie me. I wanted it to be someone I've slept with previously and someone I was turned on by. There is this cute guy that lives nearby that I've slept with once before. He wasn't my first choice but he was the second. My first choice has just been flaky lately. I don't like playing games so my second choice was the better choice. Only thing is his dick is thick and hurts me. Also the contraceptive has to be inserted ten mins prior. So he came over ready and I had to make him wait ten mins. He laid next to me naked with his cock erect aiming up towards his belly button. We talked a bit as we waited for the ten mins to pass. As it got closer to being up I grabbed his cock and jacked him off till he was fully erect again. Time was up and the ok was given. He quickly hopped up and between my legs. He slid in the tip and shoved in. It hurt as it stretched me out but I took it. He then gave a few thrusts and wanted to change positions. We changed our angles and positions. He was now standing at the edge of the bed as my legs were spread and he pushed them open as he thrusted. He likes to watch his cock go in and out so he was doing that as he was forcefully penetrating me. I could feel his balls clapping against me with every deep thrust. He asked me if I liked his big cock and continued to fill me. His cock was hitting everything just right. He couldn't hold it back anymore and he thrusted till he filled me with his big,hot load. Defiantly a different experience than any I've had before.